平安夜.

回到老大的宿舍，整理东西就出发去了，去Orchard Road跟人挤.

先吃晚餐，叫了一碟意大利面，结果还没吃到一半就饱死了，它的酱竟是olive oil + cheese，不饱死就怪，最后老大把它吃光了.

拿着相机拍来拍去，走来走去，挤来挤去，腰背都痛到要拿我命，最后顺利走完整条街，布置得不错，赞！然后，就下起大雨，幸好早已躲进麦当劳，不然后果不堪设想. 还有20分钟就是圣诞节了，所以走了出去，只看到那些人拿着一罐两罐(喷雪花的)在行人道喷来喷去，我们左闪右闪，还是中招了，喷得我满身都是，我老大他们也不例外. 哈哈！新加坡人真疯狂、热情呢！回到宿舍已两点了，上上网就睡觉去了.

圣诞节.

起身、冲凉、吃早餐，又到处走走了. 首先，买车票、然后，就吃午餐、再看喷泉、再走到榴莲眼、再走到鱼尾狮、再走到牛车水、再走到印度庙、再走到佛庙、再去吃晚餐、然后就回到宿舍了，超累的！不是搭巴士就是搭MRT，然后就转车，好晕哦~ 新加坡的食物真的好大碟，搞得我每次吃都吃不完，不过还是老大帮我吞了下去.

明天不知又走哪里呢? >.<

Yeah. Heads to Singapore tomorrow means I gonna leave Malaysia within one day. I just followed my brother only, stay at his room and do nothing. Just follow him at his back when he go out. If not, we stay at room face to computer, surf facebook, watch football match and eat tit-bits. This year's Christmas celebrated at there, I have no idea how my brother celebrate. Really zero idea on it. Hmm.. How I spend six days in Singapore?

After the trip, I gonna celebrate my birthday in Malaysia but not in Singapore. After that, I have to face the new year that coming soon. Oh my God! I really didn't have any preparation on form 5's syllabus. I only know that it will be more difficult than form 4. Hope God will bless me more. :)

我喜欢你、非常喜欢你，总有一天一定会追到你。很熟悉吧？结果，柯腾还是追不到。我看了三次，每次看都不会觉得很无聊，就是喜欢从复地看，喜欢看他幼稚的模样，喜欢看她绑马尾的样子，喜欢看一班男生追一位女生，不会因此感到厌倦。女生总比男生更成熟，所以追女孩的任务也变得更困难了，总是要想去许多方法才能被套入爱情的圈套。而我，没有出众的外表、没有特别的优点、也没有特别的缺点、家庭背景普通，谁又会掉进我的圈套叻？唉，为什么戏里就那么美好，现实就那么地残忍？或是平越时空的关系。柯腾喜欢沈佳宜有八年了，我才喜欢她那一年，哪能拿来比？他们是因自由格斗赛才分开但是在平越时空他们是在一起的；我呢？我喜欢她，她喜欢他，所以没什么好说，这是一厢情愿的，犹如一个手掌难以拍出掌声。可是，我却深深地喜欢过她，不过这已是很久的事了，已把那些年的回忆放入心底。或许我不够好吧，或许我并不是她那杯茶，再多的或许也对这事实没什么影响了。柯腾说，喜欢一个女生，只要她觉得幸福，就算给她幸福那个人不是自己，也不会觉得不高兴，只要她过的开心，一切就足够了。这就是喜欢。沈佳宜说，谈恋爱最美好的时期就暧昧的时候，干脆让你追久一点，要不然被你追到了，你就会懒了，那我不是很吃亏。暧昧很好，很甜蜜，可是不可以太久的暧昧，就是太久了而变成一拍两散。说真的，我简直把自己融入戏里，我希望我就是戏里的柯腾而谁是沈佳宜，我也无法找到一个答案，因为人生不像考卷，每题复杂的考题都会有一个答案，人生是个谜，所以就随缘吧。我也想努力读书，顺便不要被人瞧不起，因为我就是明明自己不努力读书而瞧不起努力读书的人。我跌倒、爬起来、再次跌倒、爬起来、从复又从复地。这就是我人生，要跌倒才知痛。第一次看，有想哭的冲动不过还是没流泪；第三次，流泪了，不过才那几滴而已；不知第四次会怎样呢？胡夏唱得主题曲-那些年我们一起追的女孩的mv，之前我每天都在看结果有一次无端端把藏在心里那个回忆被那首歌的歌词一一给挖了出来，那时在外面，所以忍着忍着。回到家，立刻躲进房里，痛哭一场。发泄出来了，心也比较舒服。缘分未到，我只好乖乖地等待..

Lol. When people still sleep like a pig but I already wake up. Only take 4hours sleep then wake up because of my leg. It makes me suffer these few days. I thought it will be gone after a few hours, but it didn't leave me and make suffer until I can't sleep well. I also didn't fall down or whatever, really don't what the problem cause me paid my precious sleeping time. Sigh. What can I do in 2a.m.? When down, open computer, surf facebook then watch movie. You are the apple of my eye. This movie no sound effect. In conclusion, no effect added in this real movie. The story line should be lengthen it. Totally different with the novel. I wish the story won't end too fast. Those actors really awesome. I really love this movie. Adolescent will be our part of sweet memories. I won't forgot what my friends and I that create the wonderful memories together. I hope ''Michelle Chen'' sit behind me and always ask me to study albeit I know it won't happen on me. :)

你會在哪裡　現在你叫什麼名

密封了勇氣　落空決心

我摀著自己　外面世界不安靜（我摀著自己　不安靜）

而心很確定　想聽你呼吸（我確定　呼吸）

Love　把心扔到海裡（Love　嗚嗚～）

刻上愛的字跡　時光帶我去有你的地方

漂流著一千年都過了我在海裡頭（在海裡頭）

有一種見不到你就不回去的念頭（的念頭）

旋渦中聽見耳邊的風微微顫抖

滄海桑田　黑夜白晝（滄海桑田　黑夜白晝）

我隨著時間的方向一圈圈打著轉（一圈圈打著轉）

你會不會找到我將要在哪裡靠岸（靠岸）

如果有一天　撞上一個小缺口

我怕　沉入海底

超爱这首歌的，是柯震东+陈妍希..说真的，他们两个好配啊！都不知是不是拍拖都要瞒着我.. 哈哈！在金马奖走红地毯时，他们可是十指紧扣！唉，如果是的话，就跟我说一声嘛，我很想知.. :(

最近真懒写部落格，反正家里的事务也挺多要我做所以顺水推舟，久久才更新~哈哈！家是闷，但很舒服..! :D

她跟我说，别想太多，所以我也没想太多，对她也冷谈了许多

，或许是件好事，不让自己再受伤害..反正在这时候谈恋爱好像没事么太好，毕竟我成绩烂透+明天政府考试，我续加倍努力..我可是没补习哒，我不信我不补习我就考不好，或许我太过独立了，或许一个人会觉得很舒服..我就是喜欢一个人.. :)

看看看！陈妍希太可爱，太漂亮了！我超喜欢这照片！28岁的她，简直可以在我班，走在我背后，用蓝笔刺我背后，叫我和她读书呢！娃哈哈！

过于沉迷这部戏了，本来想去看，可惜臭政府说18岁才能看，还要查身份证 :'(

没关系，我等网上去，拜托快点，我可是急死了.. :\

还有，祝你生日快乐给今天生日的人.. HAHA!

100 RINGGIT.

I absent nearly two weeks. But today I had to present to school for RM100. Argh, I don't want. I want continue lying on my warm bed. Sigh. I can't prevent myself from the seduction of money. Haha. Actually, I'm a greedy boy. Greed in anything. How bad I am. Wake up early, chat with friend when arrived, spent my school day in playing UNO. That's the reason why I don't want go to school. Really boring, I better spend those time in studying at home than wasting time on this such game. If not for the RM100, I won't come to school. Nevermind, at least I can spent my last school day with my best friends. Chatting loudly, laugh like monster, play UNO and chess without any pressure. What a wonderful day. :)

I ain't perfect, not handsome, poor and stubborn guy. Ya, I should know myself well. But I still put more effort on this stupid thing. I never give up in something until I achieve that. So, I automatically hurt myself albiet I know I won't success. Am I hurting myself? More effort I put, more hurt may I get. Everyone will say themself ain't prefect, blablabla.. include me. Every humans have their imperfectness, no one is prefect. Please, don't say yourself like that. (Just for you).

I told my mum about my terrify result when dinner time. Really need a lot of courage. Finally, I do it. Luckily she didn't scold me like before. She just ask me go for tuition, I say no need, I want study with myself. I know she worried about me. But mum, you can relieve. I won't let you disappointed again. I'll do hard next time. :)

No title. @.@

I get my bad final result in this final exam. Huh, damn disappointed to myself. Firstly, I think I want to have some tuition class but I cancelled this plan. I still want to try study with myself although it is not enough time for me. I try to hardworking and not let myself feel disappointed again. Never envy others, try to make myself perfect. :)

My heart broken recently but I like another girl again. Am I flowered-heart? Sigh. Someone said, easily fall in love, easily forgot. Maybe that's right. Why the girl that I like always surrounded by a lot of boys? It means I need to compete with those boys that are higher standard than me? I loses the game one time and one time. I'm still continue to compete albeit I tired. Maybe my flirting skill too worst or what problem? I can't figure it out. Nobody can answer me. I'm confusing should I compete with other boys to get the girl or give up and become friend. Sigh again. Nobody can answer my question again. That's too complicated. I'm the person who easily get jealous, get mad if someone reply me late, emotional person. Woah, that still got a lot of my weak point, I just haven't write it out. Be my girl friend, it is a unfortunately for that girl. That also the one of the reason why I always fail. Should I continue? :'\

Ok. Stop here. Have a nice day include me. Hope so. :)