What's your feeling if a person that you love but he/she like another person? That worst to me. I pretend to be strong in front of her, but I have the vulnerable heart just like the glass. Once you dropped it, it will be broke albeit you stick it back, it also has a deep scar on its body. Deep scar never cure completely, you only can use sticker to cover it.
I really don't want accept this as a fact. I try to lie myself this just a illusion for me but I know if I continue do like this, I will hurt myself deeply. I face to mirror, tell myself. Quit it! She messaged me, I don't have any idea what should I reply to her. I want her confirm aren't really want to accept him as her boyfriend. She keep apologized to me. I mad because of her apologize. I really hate her apologize. Gave me an irritating feel. Why she keep apologize? Not her fault, that was my fault. If I don't keep loving her, we may become a very good friend and my heart won't break again. Who can guess what you get or what you own in your life? Never.
I hope her happy forever. That's what I can do for her.
Sorry.
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